| stupid finals |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|01:23 am] |
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| | Maroon 5 Sweetest Goodbye | ] |
I haven't written in here in a bit, but times have been busy. I'm also dividing my time between here and xanga, I kind of wanted a fresh start after the break up and what not. so if I have any faithful readers, just ask for da link.
I'm in the midst of finals week and working mucho. it's intense. need to go back to studying right now as a matter of fact, but hopefully I will be back and writing soon. |
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[Nov. 24th, 2004|12:35 pm] |
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this morning he emailed me to break up. of course this happens right after I walk in the door back home. (and of course I'm a nerd who checks her email right away...) here I was thinking i had prepared my damn self, going so far as to call myself "single" until I heard from him. well maybe that was so easy because I was convinced he'd be right there loving me. nope. I feel like throwing up and I'm crying and I do not know what to tell my parents. why did this have to happen at home? blah. anyway time to go brave. |
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| La La La |
[Nov. 21st, 2004|09:37 pm] |
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| |  curious | ] |
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| | 80s jams yeahhhh | ] |
hmm I am quite intrigued on something I will have to share later. |
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[Nov. 21st, 2004|08:32 pm] |
it's been about a month since I last heard from Adam. Besides the shock of that, it doesn't even feel that long. I just can't believe he promised me he'd call the next day and just never did. I'm beginning to fear I may never hear from him. I don't know what to make of the email his mom wrote back to me. She said he's been really distant from her and hasn't called much and seems depressed, but he has actually called her unlike me. So now I'm kind of worried about him, although I am still considering myself single until further notice. no use sitting around waiting for him to deem me worthy of calling.
other than that carlos and erin came unexpectedly to visit at like 2 am friday. well saturday by then. they are the biggest potheads in the world, good ol' chico people. so I was high half the weekend. what fun. |
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[Oct. 6th, 2004|11:55 pm] |
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I haven't written in here in forever, too busy but maybe I'll get addicted again. anyway, I must thank my lucky stars for lj communities and the goodwill of human beings cuz yaaaay someone found my wallet! I am offically shocked and awed. |
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[Jul. 28th, 2004|02:37 am] |
I'm starting to feel kind of tired so this is just a quick entry before I hit the hay. Speaking of which, dentist appt tomorrow morning eww.
Tazza turned out completely grumpy and didn't even enjoy having pot with us. Thank god britt was there, or it would have been a horrible experience. although I guess at least if we hadn't had to go find britt it all would have happened faster and tazza wouldnt have been a grump and so it's not really her fault.
I hope tomorrow night is more fun. I am quite excited for some...excitement ;). |
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| Sex and the City |
[Jul. 27th, 2004|09:32 pm] |
Since I've been obsessively watching not only season 6 but plenty of earlier shows as well, had to take this quiz....
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| Finnaalllyyyy |
[Jul. 27th, 2004|09:13 pm] |
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| |  devious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | RHCP By the Way (the CD) | ] |
Well, I am back from France and my internet is working again, so I am back! Hmm so what is new...
Adam and I are speaking on the phone again. That is a good piece of progress. We aren't talking every night yet, or as long as we used to, but it's better than nothing. Things feel really weird though, I must admit. I will probably expand on that later, but right now I feel like being shallow, and only talking about the obvious aspects of my life.
Home is...boring. It's nice, easy, lazy, but damn, talk about lazy. I go to bed late, get up around 12-2 pm, and do shit. Or no shit, I should say. I haven't been able to find a job yet, and other than that there is not much to do. And I wish at least my nights of staying up late were interesting, but usually they are not. My friends and I do basically the same thing every night...end up at someone's house watching tv or movies. It's nice but dull. I don't know. I'm ready for things to get spiced up, and hopefully they will be. Tomorrow is Christina's bday, so I am going to her party, which will possibly be small but should be fun at least. I think her roommmate is pretty damn cute (male), not that I would do anything but my friend and I enjoy looking and gossiping about it! Heheh that sounds like such a jr high form of entertainment, what have I come to?
Also, my gym membership starts up again aug. 1. Yippeee. It will be good to workout and I am actually excited as I have nothing else to do. Plus it's free (since my dad is paying for it :P). I'm on a diet at the moment, which is going ok but I have cracked under pressure a lot. I have lost some weight, and I don't think I have gained any of it back, but I still need to lose about 10 lbs. I think the exercise will help a lot. I figured out I was actually overweight for a little bit there. Not by very much, but still that came as a HUGE shock. I never thought I would be overweight, and then it just happened without my even realizing it. Oh well, I think I am on my way back to healthiness lol. But I sure miss my high school days when I was tiny. Hopefully it won't turn out that was when I would have the best body ever. Stupid high school girls. they all get dirty looks from me now. cruel but true.
I am waiting for tanya to get here. I finally convinced her to smoke with me harharar. hopefully she won't get paranoid again, or she may never forgive me. I'm being an on and off again pothead. there is so little to do in chico it is hard to avoid. And I don't really mind, except I really need to avoid the munchies. Luckily my fridge is stocked with healthy snacks! Well, I think I will go now, and write more later of course. Hopefully things will be fun with tazza tonite! |
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[Jun. 20th, 2004|11:25 pm] |
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Yay adam gets to talk to sophie tonight. !!!! HOORAY hehe ill talk to you soon then sophie doll
Love,
Baby
Ah the good old days when talking to my love blew away all clouds on the horizon. Now I sit here worrying he has forgotten me or is not loving me or who knows what out at basic, and it doesn't help that his mother hasn't replied to my emails. ;-(((
And another spot in my heart is being tugged. Coming into France the sights, the smells, Coldplay playing in the stereo, and I was rendered completely nostalgic. Being with Tanya, Britt and Amy in the south of France was in some ways a shallow time, we were really just 4 young girls getting drunk and having fun. But it was so much more. In the course of one week I learned I could be independent, I realized all the good times that are out there waiting for me. I bonded with my friends in ways that have yet to be repeated. We all want to go back next summer, even just for a couple of days. I'm already going back with my family but it wouldn't be the same without my girls. It will be crazy to do 2 years down the road, but at least less people will remember us and the trouble we got into haha. More about all that later, right now I am feeling nostalgic and missing certain people and my heart feels it's in a downward spiral so...a bowl of coco krispies to come and insta-cheer me up!!
by the way, I will be off in France somewhere else for about 10 days, so no entries til I get back. Tata |
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